Saturday, September 20, 2008

lost.....

sitting here...
doing nothing beside chatting...
i m lost...
dunno y i ll say so..
i also dunno wats goin on...
juz suddenly got this feeling...
1 more week left...my trial ll over...
dunno is a good things o not...
chem paper is on tues...is paper 2...
not yet start 2 do revision....arghh...
my brain keep reject wat i study when i start 2 do it...
haiz...
y i ll hav this kind of feeling...
是我变了吗???
i dunno...(somebody can tell me)
haha..
i think this wont happen in my form 5 life...
mayb is de influence of frens...
i doesn't means my form 6's frens is not good...
they all play hard but also study hard...
just because they r 2 excellent n 2 hardworking di...
make me hav tat feeling...i think so...
but i just ll happen during de exam...wahaha...
i seem like normal during all de time except de exam week...
fan ah...
just miss de form 5 life...
so free...n fun...
no need think so much...
many ppl keep asking me wat goin 2 do after my stpm...
n i also dunno how 2 answer them...
i not like other..
can make a decision in a short time...
then regret of wat i doin ...
i m tat kind ll think a lot...
tat y until now i also cant fix it..
they say i live without target...
am i??
dunno how 2 say...disappointed...
enough 4 2 day...is time 4 me 2 calm dowm to think wat i goin 2 do later...
nite...

10 comments:

kokwah said...

haha,,1st time leave comment to u...><
erm,just want to tell u dont so fan la..every ppl will change de..cause every day we meet different experience..not because it make us mature but it will make us thing some thing in other way and roots..
Sure u can live in pass but if u let the pass event control u then it will make u more suffer..not asking u to forget it but perhaps enjoy the surrounding item or venue..perhaps u can feel beter jek
Dun worry also..haha..i also same with u..other too excellent,so?still need to exam de a..T_T..try to find the fun in the hard thing lol(transfer to chinese)
hehe..Happy back la..if not the D very cham o..hohohohoho><

yzheng89 said...

^^ What kek said is right oo ... you giving yourself too much pressure and think too much how others about perform... Ho ho ho ... Cheer up ! Each and every of us have different potential so don't worry how others work too much... Be yourself and study the way you can study ... perhaps you are feeling like this cause you are feeling a bit out of yourself jek... Ermm... I meant if study everyday somemore most of the time of the day, which IF it is something you are not normal with, sure will feel guai guai wan(actually yzheng is going through the same thing) ... Hehe... hopefully you get wat i meant ^^
But dun let it hinder your momentum ! Like Mr Poon said lo, study, study, study. Dun give up no matter what happen ! So look into the mirror and smile at yourself when you are feeling down or not right . ENLIGHT YOURSELF !!! WAHAHA

Good Luck in tomorrow's paper and coming ones. Most important, SMILE more and be HAPPY always !!!

jay_yap89 said...

aiyo!2 of u so long gas man!!!!
fion gambateh lah!!!u can do it...!!!

c?so simple...keke....

yokesim said...

wow..ur friend all leave u so long comment..
is it every f6 student will go throgh this kind of feeling leh? we know that we should study but when we study is like...=.=
everybody keep saying..no need to get flying colour result..can go to uni is adi enough..
wo ma zai..
tapi when u take out the text book=.=
haiz...dont think dont think..
be positive!
fion!aza aza fighting!
all of us also jia you jia you!!

...诗诗... said...

wahaha...thanks guy n my dear...i still able 2 smile here...i ll be fine...^^yalo...they say like till very easy...not they sit de exam...haiz...4give them...

Missy Erin said...

i know y u become like tat di...
becos last time on form 5 got me din dai for u ma...
now no more... haha...

gambateh...gal...
u can mk it...

yzheng89 said...

LOL ... we r having the same exam ... how can you say we are not sitting it as well ... T.T

...诗诗... said...

i din means tat lol ks...dun look down urself...

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:) said...

Go Fion, GO!
We all know you can make it through.