November is totally not a great month for me and I wish to delete the memory of November! Unfortunately, the bad is come along with me in this December. Santa ar santa.. can you please help me? I'm not greedy, just wish for some wishes.. please! I'm wonder sometime. Is that 'silent is gold'?ooh..I really doubt of it. But there are something that I cant doubt of it, i've learned and grow in each incident. But we might to sacrifice and lose something during the way of 'learning'. No pain no gain? Why must be like that. Unfair unfair unfair! Just got to accept the fact if you gonna survive and compete with other. This is what I always use to remind me. Hmm...just think of another way to improve myself. Perhaps in future, I can live without seeing other 'faces'!!!

I've learned to be independent.

I've learned not to rely on other.

I've learned to get what I need by myself.

I've learned not to trust anyone easily.

I've learned not to share anything easily.

I've learned not to get your sympathy.

I've learned that the world is cruel.

This are the ways for me to stay happy.

Please behave yourself !

I'm freaking pissed off of how you treat me. You will never respect by me unless you have change your attitude! Cant you stand on another side and think about other's feeling! Don't ever think that YOU are the one who always did the right! Others is just nothing for you! Please..!

...LeO...

朋友对我说...

狮子座的很好胜...

狮子座的不容易认输...

狮子座的不喜欢让人看见他脆弱的一面..

是真的吗?

我只能说..

沉默并不是孤独...

欢笑也不代表快乐...

一个人的人格品行,并不能单靠外表可以观察到...

有时候...

我只是喜欢一个人..

不喜欢多说话...

静静的思考...

做我爱做的事情而以..

这也是件很幸福的事了...

...Ladies...

We are Ladies!

Do you know there is a lame joke for ladies? Is Ok for tat..haha. I've been working in ITEX '10 for 3 days. Here I met with my new babes...jiang jiang! She is Sara, from Iran. She back to Iran after 3 days work. Yup,she is at her lovely home right now. Due to some P&C, I can't comment more on it. Haha..

Sara and me

Rachel and me

Sam say me very formal ♥

That is the end of my 3rd weekend of holidays

________♥♥

Short Post

I want to be a hardworking blogger!

Haha !! impossible right..

Even I cant believed on myself too!

Whole sem didn't blog. Can Imagine How busy am I ? *evil grin*

Overall is ok just unfortunately met some kns lecturer.

Here going to say sorry to HC for not joining your birthday celebration ..

Secondly to JAY for make him trouble in planning to Perhentian ..

Thirdly to SY cause I haven accompany her for outing yet ..

Fourthly.. still got? Sorry if I miss out someone ..

I'm a bad gal.

Finish sem 2 and is time for me to clear my mine. End up with drama.

Andy, u make me ♥ them so much!

And also get knew to whole gangs of crews ..

Sorry for no group photo cause I didn't bring camera ..

-End here-

안녕히 주무십시요♥♥

CupCakes ♥ ♥

Suddenly feel to blog and I found this!

Anyone know how to bake?

or where to buy it also can..

I want to learn!

Love It!

♥ So Sweet ♥

Ais Kacang

I just simply cant fall in sleep tonight. Effect of caffein? Perhaps .. I'm not suppose to drink tat cup of milk tea so that i could have a good rest and have my sweet dream. I am going to say sorry to my fellow friends due to my absence in your activities..I really got no mood to join you all recently. Don't worry, nothing happen on me. Maybe just some evil hormones and emo is annoy me ! Don't even want to spread the stupid viruses here so that everyone wont be so emo here. Best wishes for those who are fighting with the final exam. Good Luck !

*Ais Kacang*

连续发生好多好多事情 ,有太多的东西需要去操心.
现在每做任何事情，都要顾虑到很多。
往往你的任何一个决定,都会牵涉到很多东西.
自然而然,每当你想要做每一样东西时,都会三思..而..后行.. 深怕走错一步...
而后果只有你一人来承担..没人帮你..
这种生活很烦人，我可以选择不要这样吗?
我知道这是不可能的..因为同人不同命..我只好认了..
可是有时候想想,也觉得人要自足..不可以太贪心.
很矛盾..
为什么总不能站在我的角度想一想,难道我这个希望很自私?我不知道..
可能你们会认为我很任性,没想后果,一点都不懂事..
我不知道..
我不喜欢向人哭诉,因为我知道没人帮得到我.
只好自己承受所有的所有..
好累好累..