Spring

Spring is coming? Because somebody is telling me the scene along the road to my house is nice. Just look like the sakura blossom in Japan. Ermm..I don't know how it look like actually because I never pay any attention to that and should I said that I seldom pass by that road? Perhaps. That is another day full with my korean food and steamboat. Korean food as my lunch and steamboat for supper. I know I'm not suppose to take supper at this time and I'm full at that time. Gosh, but I bet you will help to eat a bit when you saw there are a lot of food there and going to wasted if didn't eat that. Here come with some small dessert after my korean food..Tong Kei Egg Tart..haha. It taste nice.

egg tarts,almond tarts and yam bun?

Tong Kei

This is the 'sakura' blossom scene

Last but not least, I gonna stop taking alcohol for a moment as it make me feel like my bone is cracking. Definitely uncomfortable!

Anniversary

Okay. Here is another memorize day for me too. 18 March, anniversary for my NS day. Haha..Well, I know this was a bit irritating cause I remember that I post this before..err..it was 3 years back i think and again..I was repeat it! Repost my photo..Hahaha..Dont blame for the boring post, I just wanna try to post out what I'd remember in my life time.

DELTA rocks

We are here after 4 years

Ohh..I wanna cut my hair..I want my fringe back. Perhaps I look younger with the fringe..XD

my fringe look =)

This one without my fringe..Look older right..haha

Stop laughing.I know I should cut it..haha..I will do it as fast as possible. Time to ciaoz..Night!

mm GANGs

Just feel to blog and don’t ask me why didn’t update for long time. The lazy bugs in my body is going to answer you if you trying to ask about this. Well, end of week 10 again after 2pm later on! Oh my..that is fast. Okay, back to topic. I had finish for my 2 papers yesterday which is my Korean and my IR. The result is just like the expected one. Sucks? Okay? And my Korean cute teacher was asking me is that the question easy? Haha..I’m sorry 성생님 ..Because I’m rushing for another test! I’m gonna faster or else I’ll late for that!

Another night with my dearly course mates for dinner and night walk! Sorry for the dark face. This is what I can say here. Please ignore me please and Mr Teh..Can I just take the photo in the next time? I know I spoil your mood.미 안압니 다 .I should take more photo for the coming day. Just share some old photo with you all for this moment. Stay tuned for the new photo.

when we were young [2009]

This is my 21st [2010]

[2011]

And you all gonna to see the changes of everyone. Will come to introduce my dearly on the coming post! =)

不知是否因为长大了,对于过年这个节日越来越没什么期待了..

小时候，终会期待新年的到来..

因为会去买新衣,新鞋...最好样样都新的..

可是现在这股浓郁的期待感已经没了..

有适合的就买,不喜欢的就不买..

新年有没有新衣都不要紧了..

当然..如果有适合的固然好..

只是不会特意去强求..

这时长大的后遗症还是纯碎是我的问题吗?

团聚?

好生疏的字眼

因为亲戚少?在远方?

不懂...

就是不想回去..

他们问为什么你不回来呢?

想了想...

答了他们一句..

因为我不想..

在拿刹那，那真是我的答案..

虽然知道应该要珍惜眼前人的道理，可是我真的做不到..

我不知道我的决择是对的吗..

理论上是错..可我不想在他们面前还要伪装的笑着..

我不喜欢..我知道我不应该有这样的决定..

所以选择不出现在你们面前...

因为我不喜欢这种强迫的笑容..

长大了，看到的是人心险恶..

可能是我单方面觉得你们是酱..反正我也觉得你们有时候也蛮假..就不要见面吧..

可能以后看回这一段我会发觉我是错的...

可是现在就让我自私点吧..

不要要我在大家面前强颜欢笑

我好偏激..不喜欢就是不喜欢..

不管是对朋友还是亲戚..

又是我的问题吗?

羡慕那些好期待新年回家的朋友们，期待回乡和家人团聚...

大家都忙着购物..为新年打点...忙忙忙...

好像大家都热热闹闹的...

真替你们高兴..

在这祝福你们...新年快乐...永远都那么开心..

别担心..我不会希望全世界的人都和我一样..应该是说不要和我一样..

珍惜现在所拥有的..不是每个人都那么险恶的..哈哈

真的好想永远呆在小时候的阶段..

为过年而开心..

而不是为考试，为生活而忧心..

I need my Mr. Happy back to me!

November is totally not a great month for me and I wish to delete the memory of November! Unfortunately, the bad is come along with me in this December. Santa ar santa.. can you please help me? I'm not greedy, just wish for some wishes.. please! I'm wonder sometime. Is that 'silent is gold'?ooh..I really doubt of it. But there are something that I cant doubt of it, i've learned and grow in each incident. But we might to sacrifice and lose something during the way of 'learning'. No pain no gain? Why must be like that. Unfair unfair unfair! Just got to accept the fact if you gonna survive and compete with other. This is what I always use to remind me. Hmm...just think of another way to improve myself. Perhaps in future, I can live without seeing other 'faces'!!!

I've learned to be independent.

I've learned not to rely on other.

I've learned to get what I need by myself.

I've learned not to trust anyone easily.

I've learned not to share anything easily.

I've learned not to get your sympathy.

I've learned that the world is cruel.

This are the ways for me to stay happy.

Please behave yourself !

I'm freaking pissed off of how you treat me. You will never respect by me unless you have change your attitude! Cant you stand on another side and think about other's feeling! Don't ever think that YOU are the one who always did the right! Others is just nothing for you! Please..!